I don't know is answer what a give to the most but it is the answer that you don't want to hear most. Sometimes I think I haunt you like a ghost. Please, knowo that I always keep you in queen's post. I don't know from when this gap was formed. Please, you don't have to be armed. Know that I never wish to see yourself harmed. To my eyes you always look charmed. Not even once I have lied to you. Not even once I have thought bad doings to you. Not even once I have intentionally hurt you. Not even once I have lost the love I have towards you.
I moved my hands slowly next to her. My little finger touched her palm. She didn't react but my vision started to blur. I held her hand and tried to become calm. "What if, I hadn't boarded this bus? What if, I had just gone to my home? What if, I hadn't met you in my life? What if, I fail to tell you how I feel?" These were the questions, I wanted to ask her. But, I couldn't even speak a word. I couldn't even figure out what was the thing that was between us. She playfully continued talking. I continued dreaming.